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11 Jul 2016, 17:52
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Good Son
Join Date: May 2001
Location: Finland
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of my current predicament
dear comrades,
in addition to the other peculiarities that fate has bestowed upon my miserable existance and that have thus far been unaccounted for in our deliberations on life itself
the curious case of the mystery person still tingles my tarzans like one of those pesky small dogs that lack a sense of their diminutive stature
you see this person on my telephone is most obviously one of my occasional drunken acquintances, a female character i'm certain not to have attempted to inseminate in any fashion via any more or less available body cavity
you see, dear comrades, whilst she is nice and simple and pretty; they way you'd like your women to be, really; something in this strange series of digits and a plain name with an adorable, cute character hugely bothers me.
it is my subconsciousness that keeps tossing the curve ball i can't catch: it's saying, "dude something's missing, dude, neurons in cortex VI-89 are firing, you must know this cvnt from earlier times, and the corresponding hits in cortex XI-49 indicate that it's a foul event of sorts. sorry, the rest of the data has been wiped out to accomodate for more memories of internet porn."
it's one of those grim days, dear comrades, when you can't fully rely even on yourself. acknowledging your own limited understanding of the situation, what is one to do? i've been contemplating this and i have no wisdom to offer: however unlikely (or likely) be it that this less than witty pretty face has something relevant to do with some distant past, rather than a meager drunken episode a week or so ago, it cannot be but doom and gloom if so.
ah, life. the eternal torment. today's joy lies not the darks of fully correlating the contents of one's mind as lovecraft would put it: it is the reverse, of not being able to correct that which could be described very trivial.
the niggling thought of a potentially awkward moment of syphilis bothers me. how is one to proceed here? the omen has been written for something to be diabolically wrong here.
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"Oh, wretched race of a day, children of chance and misery, why do ye compel me to say to you what it were most expedient for you not to hear? What is best of all is for ever beyond your reach: not to be born, not to be, to be nothing. The second best for you, however, is soon to die". Silenus, tutor to Dionysos, speaking to King Midas.
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11 Jul 2016, 18:01
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Good Son
Join Date: May 2001
Location: Finland
Posts: 3,991
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Re: of my current predicament
in all fairness to you dear comrades, i do not believe i have been honest.
whatever my cognitive machinery has produced of this hints towards an open invitation a few years back for an exercise in an animalistic group sex behavior. i am certain it had to do with this establishment called "kokomo", and a fair amount of a finnish product called jaloviina, which, my dear comrades, translates roughly to "noble booze". it is a creative combination of vodka and cognac - whatever you obtain from the slimy deep pits of the barrels mixed together.
whatever followed this crude and strange affair is beyond this discussion. i remain unconvinced: is this yet another case of my internal chief executive officer attempting to make sense of the ongoing randomness of life, finding patterns where such do not exist, and manufacturing fractures in the cosmic loaf of bread that is time and space? it could very well be so: not all correlation is causation, and sometimes my supervision can be creative and unreliable, especially when dealing with such events.
dear comrades, whatever next.
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"Oh, wretched race of a day, children of chance and misery, why do ye compel me to say to you what it were most expedient for you not to hear? What is best of all is for ever beyond your reach: not to be born, not to be, to be nothing. The second best for you, however, is soon to die". Silenus, tutor to Dionysos, speaking to King Midas.
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11 Jul 2016, 18:03
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Good Son
Join Date: May 2001
Location: Finland
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Re: of my current predicament
the deep question is, am i in denial or is there denial in me?
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"Oh, wretched race of a day, children of chance and misery, why do ye compel me to say to you what it were most expedient for you not to hear? What is best of all is for ever beyond your reach: not to be born, not to be, to be nothing. The second best for you, however, is soon to die". Silenus, tutor to Dionysos, speaking to King Midas.
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11 Jul 2016, 18:09
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Good Son
Join Date: May 2001
Location: Finland
Posts: 3,991
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Re: of my current predicament
in an attempt to rectify the situation i proceeded to brush my teeth in a freudian fashion with an extra amount of tooth paste. the affair still leaves a foul taste in my mouth.
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"Oh, wretched race of a day, children of chance and misery, why do ye compel me to say to you what it were most expedient for you not to hear? What is best of all is for ever beyond your reach: not to be born, not to be, to be nothing. The second best for you, however, is soon to die". Silenus, tutor to Dionysos, speaking to King Midas.
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22 Jul 2016, 02:06
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wild one
Join Date: Feb 2001
Location: River Edge, NJ
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Re: of my current predicament
tl;dr?
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