[eJohn]

Interesting.

You see, im on prescription pills right now, and as part of my "recovery" process i've decided i'm not going to feel bad about it any more. I'm not embarrassed, and i have nothing to prove to myself or anyone about how i feel or what i am.

Therefore, im seeking to maximise all advantages of this crap situation by getting essay deadlines, getting as much prescription sleeping pills and other stuff as possible. I'm also spending a lot more money on things i want, as im less bothered about the long term. Therefore all these sort of "specialist drugs" seem like the natural progression for me