"This was to be my final hit, but let's be clear about this.
There's final hits and final hits. What kind was this to be?"
Dear members of GD,
Your beloved treasure of knowledge and wisdom is gonna leave GD
When I woke up this morning I suddenly realised I've been living more and more in the past
I dream about what I should have done, what I screwed up and how good old times were
Always comparing my life to the once around me,
of people who have more success then most people can dream off
I'm afraid if I keep this up, I'll just get older, and start to live more and more in the past until it kills me
"People think it's all about misery and desperation and death
and all that shit which is not to be ignored,
but what they forget is the pleasure of it.
Otherwise we wouldn't do it. After all, we're not ****ing stupid.
At least, we're not that ****ing stupid."
The last few years of my life have been looking too much like the movie trainspotting
and i'm now in the rehab scene, locked in my room, watching dead baby's crawl over the ceiling
even tho I love the movie, I do think I have more potential then that
I wouldn't have big problems with it if the people around me were like GD
but they ain't
The sad truth is that I live in a place where you get written off if your penis isn't big enough
So I will be focusing on extending my penis for the next few years
After rebelling alot for the last few years
i'm gonna play the game of life, by the rules
When i was walking trough Rotterdam a few days back I noticed some humongeous buildings
High tech, state of the art design, where million dollar businesses make their money
Somebody has to own that right? I want such a building too
If someone else can achieve that in life, then I can too
Hell, I even think i've got a shot at obtaining one
It can't hurt to try can it?
I'll proberbly go study law again in Amsterdam in a few months
I'm gonna 'work hard and play hard' from now on
I'm dropping my dreams of becoming world champion in Zero Hour
Instead i'm gonna try to become world champion in law and economics from now on
I might be back sometimes, to get a shot, when nobody is watching
But i'll try not to
Cya at the top people!
